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Nov 8, 2023Liked by Ryan Butta

Waking up to this morning popped up advice of a recording from RB. Ok half-awake. I found this stream of consciousness (I mean that in a considered and thoughtful definition) is a relief and tool. Consciousness? Consciousness. Imagination? Imagination. How can my old mates help me today.. thanks for your reach with this one Ryan.

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Nov 8, 2023Liked by Ryan Butta

Dear Ryan:

How beautifully expressed - the dream, the lived experience - visits from your father. For many years I said I never dreamed - vague ones of flying - as a primary school aged boy - aside. Then in more recent years I am aware of a dream-rich sleep - the only thing missing is any sense of recall - apart from train stations, platforms - underpasses, cross track movement - but no real memory - the dream dissolves totally as I rise into consciousness. I wonder why...but hope that one day I may have your ability - that which my wife possesses, too. She can take 10 minutes describing one of her dreams - who was present etc etc. Sigmund Freud insisted all the members of his family relate their dreams over the breakfast table. I'd have been a dead loss in that family ritual. I am most moved by your stories of your father - mine having, as I think I have earlier mentioned, killed as a passenger in a car accident in mid-1951 when I was just two years of age. If only I could have dreams such as yours! Thank-you for this essay. I'm in Vancouver - at the end of nearly two months of travels with my wife across North America - to return to Australia next week - the Ides of November... Jim K.

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My thoughts about spirituality, but you put it into words. Thank you for the expression, it will cause me to think more deeply about what I am seeing. Like Jim I have been travelling for a couple of months. Some familiar places - Greece and France (including a walk on the French Camino) and some new - Morocco and Kenya. What I have seen and experienced cannot easily be described or defined. The past is certainly alive.

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